Savvygurl

happiness is in the soul of the beholder

another week has passed.. dunno if i’m paranoid but i feel that i haven’t been studying much! at least when i do, it’s like i’m not really concentrating so not much studying gets done..sigh! life in form6 surely is tough man.. math teacher just came back so plenty of homework AGAIN after a one week break.. looks like LBH enjoyed himself from the looks of his nice tan..

this week was really crazy coz i suffered really badly from stomach pains.. it was as if my whole torso was hurting!! not a nice feeling,k.. started on tuesday-my first day of my monthly menses. every month surely there will be one day where i will call in sick because of the excruciating pain caused by the monthly blues..so tue happened to be the day. The prob with period cramps is, it comes suddenly when u least expect it. So i happily went for tuition when this sudden attacks came upon poor me and i was almost convinced to leave tuition 10mins after it started.. glad i didn’t though..

On wednesday howerver, the 1st time in vivienne’s history i got diarrhoea. not just a mild case k.. so painful that i couldn’t go schl..i know i skip schl alot in form5 but now i’m a changed person.. so quite upset that i had to skip schl..

i thought everything was over by thursday little did i know that my period cramps would ‘rebound’ halfway thru the day.. good thing teachers were not free to come to class so i could nurse my poor aching body..i think i actually fell asleep on the uncomfortable schl desk for about half an hr.. woke up with a headache though..

sometimes i wish i didn’t whine or complain so much.. eunice even asked me to ‘chop it off’! i think i hv too negative an outlook/perspective on life.. i need to change that. i have to change that! sometimes it’s just a matter of looking for the good things in life that has happened and be thankful for them.. at least appreciate what you have right now. ok, to start of, i’m really glad that i hv really really wonderful friends who fetch me up and down and stand all my crappiness.. i’m happy..

Where there is a will, there is a way..

after being unattached to the world wide web for weeks, i’ve finally come back into civilisation.. not a bad feeling. although some may scream at me for wasting so much study time, i’m really totally glad i did it man!! plus, i’ll be getting strymyx in my home really really soon so this is a good start to many more wonderful things..

I find my life now after tungling and into form 6 really boring and routine.. i do the same thing almost everyday.. it’s true!! totally cramping my style man.. go to school, do homework, go tuition, eat, sleep, go to church.. so routine man.. esp for such a creative person like me.. haiz..

if any of you are reading this, don’t expect another post in the near future.. thnx for your support though..